Fasting for 40 days

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Inspired by the holy month of Ramadan and my Muslim friends and colleagues, I will be fasting for 40 days.

I began on the first day of the holy month of Ramadan 2021 and will continue beyond the holy month to achieve not only a 40 day fast but 40 days of complete abstinence. No drinking, no smoking, no nothing.

I did my first fast in 2015 and benefitted enormously; I expect to do so this time too. On top of the solidarity it demonstrates, fasting made me appreciate how privileged I am to be able to choose not to eat or drink – many people do not have that luxury. It also helped me to manage being ‘hangry’ – something everyone else in my life has suffered from (sorry about that)!

I will update this post day by day as a sort of diary or log of events.

Ramadan Kareem everyone!

Day 1:

My first fast in 2015 was somewhat disappointing as I felt like I was ready to eat a huge meal after fasting all day but upon eating even a packet of crisps, I felt ‘full’. Turns out, it is much better to ease yourself back in with a few dates and some tea and then set into refuelling and rehydrating proper over the course of the evening.

Thankfully, a supportive friend and colleague who is much more experienced than I am provided some advice and a perfect gift in the form of some dates and a beautiful piece of glassware to present them in.

Shukran Jazeelan

I guess the first day was novel and new and it seemed to pass by easily. I drank a pint of water before bed and took some more to drink during the night.

Day 2:

Drinking a pint before going to bed means one thing – that you wake up needing to visit the bathroom but having woken up well before dawn, I enjoyed a solid breakfast of oats and nuts with honey and milk and some mango with a coffee and another pint of water before getting ready to go to work.

Talking and working all day definitely dries you out and by 17:00 I was feeling really quite tired and ready for a drink but I had to go to the Dentist at 20:00 so once it was dark, I had a few dates with a cup of tea, some salad in a wrap and headed back out the door.

The Dentist did a scale and polish but whatever they out on my teeth tasted so good I ate it all – much to their surprise and amusement. I returned home to eat a few curly fries and sautéed chillies, garlic and tomatoes before downing another pint of water, updating this post and going to bed.

Day 3:

Today was tough. I think because I spent the previous evening at the Dentist and as a result didn’t re-hydrate or eat as much as I should have done, I woke up feeling seriously depleted and exhausted. My left leg has been sore all day too. I was glad it was the last day of the working week here.

Working around 12 hours a day is not easy when you are not able to even have a brew but I’ve got a weekend ahead of me with it’s own set of challenges to overcome.

I hope I am able to fit in some gentle training next week to maintain my fitness or some of the other challenges may be impacted (like running 10km in 40 minutes and cycling 40km in one hour).

I’ve not eaten much today, the usual oats and nuts with honey and milk early this morning followed by two hard boiled eggs with a lemon and ginger tea and pint of water for breakfast. I broke my fast with dates and a cup of tea followed by a vegetable stew with curly fries and some sautéed garlic and tomatoes with.

Since I had a scale and polish last night, I haven’t drunk any coffee – may be I will abstain from that too!

Day 4:

10% complete and feeling optimistic, if a little emotional. I woke well before dawn, ate oats and nuts with honey and milk for breakfast and drank a lemon and ginger tea with a pint of water and went back to bed to sleep until 9:30am. I stayed in bed until 11:30 and then had what is probably one of the laziest days I’ve had in years. I felt fatigued and lethargic but I figure this is because I am conserving energy and actually resting from a tiring week.

I broke my fast with dates and two cups of tea followed by a vegetable stew with curly fries and a can of diet coke and a pint of juice.

My leg has stopped hurting but think I’m not taking on enough fluids so need to address that in the mornings so I feel better throughout the day.

Day 5:

An eighth of the way in and I slept more today than ever before in one day but it included a crazy dream where I had to turn back on a mountain because I had vertigo – this is how I knew it was bulls*it and woke up!

I felt emotional and this was compounded by watching the Duke of Edinburgh’s funeral – after the lamentable COVID management disaster in the UK, despite the circumstances, I was glad to see something went according to plan. He really was quite a guy.

I followed my same routine regarding waking, eating and drinking and managed to fit in 30 minute cycle on my road bike which was nice but dehydrated me so I’ll do it later in the day next time.

Day 6:

Back to work, mild headache, but feeling grateful for the gift of life.

I went for my first pre-Iftar ‘Ramadan run’ and despite my heart rate being high even though I took it easy at an average of 5:45 per kilometer over 3.5km (presumably due to dehydration) it didn’t feel as hard as I expected so I’ll ramp it up slowly over the next few weeks.

Day 7 and my amazing Sister’s Birthday:

Super tired after yesterday’s short run. Hunger seems to have subsided but the thirst I am experiencing after taking at work all day is immense.

Didn’t eat much, same breakfast plus a hard boiled egg and then broke the fast with 7 dates washed down with 2 cups of tea, followed by sliced carrots, cucumber and a big bag of crisps dipped in hummus. I drank a pint of water and a pint of juice and a mug of lemon and ginger tea and after running one errand went to bed, shattered.

Day 8:

A fifth of the way in!

Despite being exhausted, I hardly slept last night. Challenges from work rattled around my mind and kept me awake, leaving me in a terrible mood which I managed to overcome by investing a little more time in myself, going for a run and trying to plan some holidays (turns out still not easy to do…).

What cheered me up no end is hearing from an old friend whom I met around 12 years ago and who had and continues to have a dramatic and unforgettable effect on my life. We’ve stayed in touch periodically but the coincidental nature of this reunion on 4/20 lifted my spirits – thank you Klara 🙂

I haven’t touched a drop but keep this as a memento; if you know, you know

Day 9:

A better night’s sleep, the kind where you are zonked and sleep like a log was really rewarding. It seems that I am losing weight. I started the 40 days fast at my usual weight of around 73 – 74 kilogrammes and now am around 72 kilograms depending on if I have eaten and how dehydrated I am. After last night’s pre-Iftar run I was 70 kilogrammes exactly but that was definitely down to dehydration – can’t wait for the weekend!

Day 10:

A quarter of the way through or 25% complete and I marked this by enjoying Iftar with some friends in a restaurant called Burj Al Hamam in Riyadh. The food was incredible as was the company. I then went for a 13 kilometre trail run with Nelly Attar in the Diplomatic Quarter and saw an Desert Hedgehog to top if off!

Day 11:

Waking up early was not easy but I had to rehydrate so went back to bed quick-style having done so. The rest of the day was quite slow fixing bikes and doing life admin until I went to my friend Tom’s for Iftar / Dinner. He cooked beetroot risotto which was a special treat and having spent the time catching up with him and Jack, I spent the rest of my evening teaching my friend Thukaa to ride a bike – this was a really fun and rewarding experience, she did great and gave me a huge pack of the world’s best dates from her Families farm.

Day 12:

I went back to bed three times today. I am exhausted. I fixed one bike, played my guitar and did more life admin only to realise that I am now 16 weeks away from Ironman Kazakhstan 70.3 on the 15th August 2021.

This came as a shock and the reality is that I will be beginning training hard while I am still fasting for the next four weeks! Not sure how this is going to go, or how I will balance it but I’ll find a way and blog about it here.

Day 13:

Tough, not because I was hungry but because I was dehydrated and experienced headaches and had a crown replaced at the Dentist and two fillings! The Dentist was the best ever and I am extremely grateful for his care, competence and reliability.

This headaches were offset by going to the Noor Riyadh light festival at King Abdullah Financial District with my friend Mirka post-Iftar – what a mind blowing experience:

Example of one of the installations – Infinity Mirror Room – Brilliance of Souls (2014) by Yayou Kusama

Day 14:

Long day at work and first day of training for the Ironman. I swam 1.1 kilometres and ran for 45 minutes in Zone 2, after Iftar.

I’ve tried my best to rehydrate and get in bed early but midnight is approaching and here I am….! Khallas!

Day 15:

Long day at work followed by a post-Iftar cycle and a run – felt good but I’ve tried to fit too much in today and am late to bed so I’m likely to suffer tomorrow…..

Day 16:

Immediately after work today I travelled to Tabuk to start what I consider to be a personal pilgrimage to same places I have wanted to go for many years. I will travel from Thursday through to Saturday and be back in work for Sunday, inshallah.

Royal Saudi Air Force English Electric Lightning on a roundabout in Tabuk

Day 17:

I woke up at 04:40 this morning to take breakfast and plenty fluids before going back to sleep until 09:00. I then swam 1.4 kilometres before setting off on the road trip to Al Ula. I feel so privileged to be doing this journey whilst fasting in the Holy month of Ramadan.

What an incredible day! I have so many amazing experiences, pictures and videos to share and will update this post, my Instagram and YouTube accordingly but for now I have to get some sleep so I can wake before dawn to take breakfast.

This evening’s meal was in the Old Town at Al Ula at Nakheel Cafe, the company, service, setting and food couldn’t have been better.

Better than momtaz!

Day 18:

One of the best days of my life. Staying at a hotel in the middle of Al Ula neigbourhood meant the call to prayer woke me up in a way it hasn’t ever before – no need for the 04:40 alarm!

I took on plenty fluids and breakfast before getting one more hours sleep before we set off to Medain Saleh or Hegra – a magical place that I’ve wanted to go for years, I was so excited about it.

I will expand up on the post with a YouTube video of my experience but suffice to say, my expectations were not only met but surpassed!

Mashallah – More to follow!

Spending all day in desert sun was tough when fasting and by 18:15 I was flagging… a red tea with mint and lemon followed by a huge Kudu set me back on the right track. A four hour drive back to Tabuk followed and a 05:40 flight back to Riyadh tomorrow awaits us!

What an amazing few days – special thanks to my friends Jack and Tom, big respect guys.

I made a video to summarise the experience, you can watch it via the following YouTube link:

Day 19:

A super early flight back to Riyadh meant I got back into bed upon arriving home and slept in until the early afternoon. Reflecting upon my trip reinforced just how incredible the whole experience had been and I am very grateful for each opportunity and memory.

I cycled 35 kilometres in the evening after breaking my fast and then went back to sorting through the many pictures I took and posting some of the best on my Instagram @cjburgoine and Facebook to share with my friends and the wider world.

Day 20:

Halfway through but who’s counting…. 😬😅😂

Seriously, I’ve falled in love with Ramadan this year. It has given me a purpose, structure, challenge and level of appreciation that I didn’t have before. I’m still training and ran for one hour at heart rate zone 2 this evening. The most difficult thing is being in work super early until late and the resistance I have experienced from people who don’t understand or remain opinionated and negative. I’d say they are non-believers who lack faith, commitment, respect and moral fiber; more commonly known as ass*oles.

I celebrated day 20 by eating 20 dates with low fat fresh cream, washed down with black tea and it was one of the best meals I’ve ever eaten. Alhamdulilah!

Day 21:

All I need to do is sleep more to achieve greatness but trying to fit in so much around what is still an unusual schedule for me is not proving to be so simple.

Tonight I swam 2 kilometres and ran for 45 minutes in zone 2. I was still dehydrated and as I had pushed hard in the pool it was very difficult to stabilise my heart rate so I did a lot of run-walk-run.

I’ve really noticed how lucid my dreams have been, totally crazy, super entertaining and memorable!

Day 22:

After work I headed out to the desert to get some headspace, to a completely different environment to break my fast and also to train with Nelly Attar. Thankfully, I arrived just before sunset – to watch that, eat dates and drink tea was amazing.

I thought I would be able to do a Brick session up and down the Camel Trail but it is such an unforgiving environment that my (fairly new) chain broke and I had to descend with no gears and then carry my bike back up!

Good cross training…

Perfect for Iftar!
Amazing scenery, even after dark

Day 23:

Work, work, work, work, work! Followed by a 22 kilometre bike ride in zone 2 and Iftar at the Ritz Carlton in Riyadh. Very grateful for this opportunity to spend time with some of my colleagues both old and new.

The Ritz Carlton, Riyadh

Day 24:

The end of a long week at work that became memorable for assembling my new scuba diving regulator! I was lucky to be able to test it in a pool after work in advance of going scuba diving next week (can’t wait!) and am grateful to my friend Phil for giving up his time to make this possible. This and eating and drinking took up my early evening and pushed my 1 hour 45 minute cycling training session into the night so I finished after midnight and fell asleep on the sofa, completely exhausted.

My diet is good and has become quite regular (with the exception of a few Iftars). I break my fast with dates and cream, am eating a lot of vegetables and hummus, occasionally chicken and / or tuna or fruit-based protein shakes in the evening and oats with nuts, milk and honey and a boiled egg in the morning. I try to drink at least two litres of fluids each morning and each evening (water, tea and juice) and despite needing to visit the toilet regularly a couple of hours afterwards this seems to be working well for me. I appear to have lost about 2 kilograms in weight (from around 74kg to 72kg) but it’s hard to judge exactly as my weight varies depending upon it I measure before or after Iftar! I’d like to get down to 69 kilograms by the end of the 40 day fast and then build my strength and endurance from that point.

Day 25:

I went to bed so late, so only slept two hours before my phone ringing woke me up – always nice to hear from old friends but not fun at 4am! There was no point sleeping again so I got up and had breakfast before my 04:40 alarm. I read a little before going back to bed at 07:00 and attempting to sleep in. However, despite ear plugs and an eye mask, my body clock had other ideas I was up before too long. This gave me the time to sort a video of the previous weekend’s road trip which I will include on another post. Having taken Iftar, I joined Nelly Attar for a trail run starting at 10pm, after an hour or so we went to a friend’s party which I was grateful for not least because I met some incredible people but because it tested my abstinence resolve. I am proud of myself for only drinking diet cola and doing so sure made it easy to stay up to 4am (so I ate breakfast and went to sleep) – great day!

An athlete and a photographer – credit to the multi-talented Nelly Attar

Day 26:

Got out of bed at 10:30am, did life admin, shopping, prepped for the week ahead, did a spot of gardening, swam two kilometres at 16:30, took Iftar 18:30, followed by a 45 min cycle at 19:30 and 15 minute run (Brick session). Interestingly, I weighed myself pre-Iftar after swimming and was 69.2 kilogrammes. After eating 21 dates and drinking two cups of tea and a can of soda (around 1 litre total) I weighed in at 70.1 kilogrammes. I then drank 750 millilitres of water during the bike ride and weighed 69.6 kilogrammes (lot a lot of this sweating during the cycle). Clearly, my weight is very dependent upon how hydrated I am but I was past ready for a decent meal. I downed a 300 millilitre protein shake made with milk, ate Thai green chicken curry with basmati rice and drank at least one and a half litres of orange juice and ginger, lemon and mint tea and weighed myself again (feeling proper full) and was 71.4 kilograms so I guess I must be losing weight. It’s almost midnight and I’m working tomorrow so time for bed!

Day 27:

So tired, bordering on exhaustion but it didn’t stop me working all day (I fell asleep from 16:40 to 17:20) but then refreshed myself with a 2 kilometre swim before Iftar. I then packed my stuff for a dive trip I am about to go on over the next few days and cycled for 45 minutes in zone 2 before eating my evening meal and rehydrating as much as I could before bed.

Day 28:

In an effort to squeeze in some final training before embarking on the dive trip, I ran 7 kilometres this morning. I now consider it a mistake. It left me dehydrated and fatigued all day. I’ve essentially fitted three weeks worth of training into two weeks with no breaks to save the rest days for this 5 day dive trip so no wonder I’m exhausted.

I also broke the fast a few hours early today for the following reasons 1). My flight was at 18:30 2). There was loads of perishable food in my fridge which I thought it better to consume and 3). The early run. I felt guilty for doing this but I think it was reasonable given the circumstances.

I’m not sure how fasting will work when I am living on a boat and diving all day but I’m going to give it a go!

The Dream Master – home for the next few days

Day 29:

Woke up to the sound of the boat engine starting and fell back asleep. This meant that I missed my breakfast and went all day without food and water… after three scuba dives and some snorkelling / freediving, I was completely dehydrated but was elated to see the sun setting as I prepared a cup of tea, downed a bottle of water, an apple and a piece of cake. After one more dive after dark, I had three plates of great food and was back to ‘normal’!

What a view! Sunset moored at Cement Wreck

Day 30:

Woke at 5am when the boat engine started, ate an apple, an orange, a banana, 2 pieces of toast with Nutella and drank two cups of tea and a bottle of water. I then promptly went back to bed until 8am when the first dive briefing took place.

I broke the fast at 18:30 again with a cup of tea a bottle of water, an apple and a piece of cake. After one more dive after dark, I had dinner. Day 30 felt a lot easier than the previous day but that is because I had breakfast. At dusk a pod of Dolphins surrounded the boat – magical!

3/4 or 75% of the fast complete!

Day 31:

Followed the same routine as the day before and it worked a treat. This evening was our last on the boat also the start of Eid.

Eid Mubarak!

Day 32:

I spent the day freediving off the coast of Jeddah which was much more challenging than epected, proably due to being out in the sun all day rather than being able to retire to an air conditioned cabin!

I’m also now training to complete my AIDA level 4 and SSI level 3 freediving qualifications in parallel. One aspect of this involves practicing an advanced equalisation method which helps achieve even greater depths. However, this equires no mask to be worn and a nose clip. I’m not used to opening my eyes in salt water and kept wanting to swallow (even though my mouth remained dry) which was not helping me to relax and equalise.

I enjoyed breaking my fast looking out over the city and then had an exceptional meal at Sakura, the traditional Japanese Sushi restaurant.

Day 33:

I spent the day freediving again, which was great but with no hydration it was challenging and not be be recommended. My ears were a little blocked form the last 4 days worth of diving so I took it easy and enjoyed being one with the water and reflecting on what an amazing few days I’d had.

7 days remain of my 40 day fast and abstinence and I’m looking forward to each and every one of them – to say the perspective’s been enlightening would be an understatement

But first, shawarma…

Day 34:

Back to work and back to training for the Ironman. I woke at 04:40 to eat breakfast, drink tea and juice before going back to bed for an hour – I was shattered!

After work I started to process some of the photos and videos I took over the past few days – what a great trip. I then cycled for 1 hour 45 minutes, followed by a 15 minute run, both in zone 2.

Day 35:

I’m 7/8th of the way in or 87.5% complete! I woke at 04:40 and took breakfast but due to how tired I am after the past week, I fell asleep before I finished my cup of tea. This meant I had not fully hydrated and felt the difference throughout the day. I guess there is a balance between drinking too much and needing the toilet a lot and too little leading to dehydration. In any case, I’m glad to be able to choose – as I’ve said before, for some people this is not an option.

I worked all day, I posted some videos, I ran for an hour and a half in zone 2 (which to maintain required me to walk occasionally). My heart rate does seem to have remained high after diving and because I’ve not been sleeping a lot and have got back on with training, it hasn’t had the opportunity to reset. This means my average resting heart rate is now in the high 50s so in looking forward to a rest day…. eventually!

Day 36:

Only 10% / 4 days remain!!!! My body and mind are telling me a rest is in order so I did zero training today. I didn’t drink enough having woken at 04:40 and I worked all day, followed by a webinar for a new course I am enrolled upon. Having broken my fact at 18:30, I then processed photos and videos from the recent dive trip. My heart rate seems to have dropped back down to more normal so this is a good sign that I am recovering from the strain of the past week or so.

Day 37:

Woke up at 4am so went for a 45 minutes run in zone 2. I hydrated during the run and then ate breakfast afterwards. My heartrate was much lower and it was relatively easy to maintain a good pace and stay in the aerobic zone. That being said, running before work yet again proved itself to be disadvantageous later in the day as I became very tired and a mild headache set in.

I’ve only got three days left of my 40 day fast and abstinence and I’m ready to adopt a different schedule, one that facilitates harder ironman training and better recovery.

I’ve definitely lost weight (now I am 70 kilogrammes and if I go for a run or at the end of work having not drunk or eaten anything, I will definitely be below 70 kilogrammes). I will include some statistics at the final post on my 40th day.

Sunrise on day 37

Day 38:

95% complete – only two more days remaining and it is now the weekend! Frankly, I wish this fast and abstinence was over already so I could celebrate over the weekend but khallas I will have to wait. I swam 2 kilometres today and did a 45 minute cycle followed by a 15 minute run (Brick session). I really felt like I had adjusted to this fasting well today and felt strong on the cycle and run but that was after a better nights sleep and a solid pasta dish with fresh vegetables so it’s no surprise really!

Day 39:

Alhamdullilah one day to go! I worked quite a bit today and then slept a couple of times. Having woken up at 04:40 the ability to rest when I was tired (since it was the weekend) was much appreciated but for sure at the end of this period (in fact at any time), a weekend should be for relaxation and recuperation rather than a further flogging due to unrealistic work demands and deadlines. I still managed to train with a 60 minute cycle in zone 2 and maintained a 30 kph average speed so am happy with that but was too tired to swim today so deferred it until tomorrow.

I am excited to wake up in 4 hours for the final time in this prolonged period. My overnight oats are ready and I am really ready to get horizontal!

Day 40:

It’s finally arrived! I have just broken my fast for the 40th time and I’m on the verge of emotional about it. I feel out of breath somehow, like I’ve got to the end of an endurance event… I’m not going to lie, the final week has been tough, in part because I was fasting alone and everyone else was eating around me, even at work but also because I’m genuinely ready for a change in my routine, mentally, physically and emotionally.

Waking up super early every day has become disruptive to my sleep patterns because even if I go back to bed I usually frequently wake up to go to the toilet having taken on so many fluids in a short space of time.

So what have I learnt?

I’ve learnt that taking on excess fuilds and food to last for the day does not work. This behaviour is for camels, not humans.

I’ve learnt that staying up all night and sleeping all day, whilst culturally acceptable, is (in my opinion) a way to ‘cheat’ your way through a daylight fast. Fasting should be difficult, it should be a challenge and it is my opinion that simply flipping your schedule on its head may be disruptive but it’s not really a challenge. It’s fairly straightforward to take on the requisite amount of fluids and calories in each 24 hour period by employing this tactic.

I’ve learnt that choosing not to eat and drink and maintaining it through out the day not only requires strung discipline, it is a great privilege; some people do not have that choice in their lives.

I’ve learnt that many people are not able to get their heads around the point of it.

I’ve learnt that many of us live in super-abundance and probably don’t even realise it. If we are hungry, we go to the fridge or the cupboard. If they are empty, we simply go to the shop. For some people even this is a chore, so they drive, or get a delivery or take away.

I’ve learnt that the majority of people have a strange or unhealthy relationship with food.

I’ve learnt that some people do not treat their bodies with the respect they deserve by eating poorly, excessively or irregularly.

I’ve learnt that people do not eat when they are hungry. Often, it is habitual or in response to stress or other ‘triggers’ not related to sustenance.

I’ve learnt how little I actually need to survive and I say this when I’ve remained very active, working a minimum of 55 hours a week, training for an Ironman and diving for days on end, for example. That being said, when I ate nutritious meals (a pasta dish being one key example) it was like I was running on some kind of super-fuel. I guess the additional carbohydrates (as opposed to a protein-rich diet) really make a big difference to my performance.

I’ve learnt that if you want to do anything out of the ordinary, like exceptional travel, hiking or sports, it makes sense to at least be properly hydrated.

I’ve learnt that without sustenance, I become more tired more quickly and have had to curb my enthusiasm for things, so much so that friends have considered me to be ‘calmer’ (this is not necessarily a bad thing). The truth of the matter is that after a full day or work, pre-Iftar I was exhausted and this often forced me to succumb to 40 winks more often (another story)!

I’ve learnt that my weight didn’t change that much (I started at 73-74kg and am now between 69kg and 71kg). This range is directly proportional to how recently I have eaten and hydrated and also how recently I trained and for how long at what temperature (sweat loss). It would be interesting to see if my body fat percentage has changed significantly or at all but I do not have the technology to make an accurate statement in that regard. I do think it has reduced slightly in line with the few kilograms I have lost.

I learnt that my blood sugar only dropped as low as 4.7 mmol/litre of blood and typically remained in the 5-5.5 range (usually measured in the morning or pre-iftar) except immediately after breaking the fast when it would shoot up to the 7-8 range within 30 minutes. I will keep this in mind, as my body must have been working hard previously to keep blood glucose levels down if I was constantly eating or snacking all day. The point is, I don’t need to be eating all the time.

I’ve learnt that the kindness and generosity of some people is really encouraging and special. I remain extremely grateful for those who helped me and made this experience memorable for me in their own unique way.

I saved the best until last – Echo!

I’ve learnt that at times, I felt stronger, happier and more alert that ever before. I was so excited to eat dates and drink and cup of tea each night, it really made me appreciate the simple things in life. Often, after feeling a bit groggy toward the end of the day, to go for a cycle after eating and drinking left me elated to the point of feeling ‘high’ and to think this was totally natural is a point to ponder.

Would I do this again? Absolutely. I think it has been healthy for my body and mind and has provided a perspective that has been enlightening to say the least. Would I do it for 40 days again? May be. Will I be doing another 40 day fast any time soon? Hell no!

In retrospect and with reference to the above, I think 30 days is sufficient and probably fasting for a week occasionally (and when it fits in with the rest of life better) would be equally as beneficial.

As a final note, I’ve completely abstained from all things and this has been a real challenge that I’ve embraced. I believe this is what led to me experiencing such lucid and varied dreams almost every night and I was glad to have them.

P.S. This is a file note for my future consideration. Having worked both days this weekend, I received the most ungrateful, ill-timed, ill-mannered and misjudged telephone call right before I went for a pre-Iftar swim at 17:30. That phone call will determine the path I take going forward and I shan’t forget it.

Day 41:

Today, my colleagues and friends presented me with a certificate of achievement for completing my 40-day fast 😂😘👊🏻

Respect wa tikalafia

It was Marcus Buckingham that said “People leave managers, not companies”.

Leavers often wax lyrical about it being the people they worked with who made it special, memorable and fun; worthwhile, somehow…

Well, I’m happy say I am blessed with colleagues and friends of that calibre.

I value your individual and collective contributions, period.

Half-year review…..

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“#40s440 No Problem” was definitely what me and my ‘logo’ said… but let’s face it, 2020 itself has been a problem. COVID-19 has interrupted and upset lives, love and global economies; never mind 40s440. Unfortunately, this is true for some much more than others and my heart goes out to you.

Notwithstanding the restrictions, I’ve tried to find ways to complete the challenges I set earlier this year. I have included a table below as a summary of where I think I am in statistical and factual terms.

The simple fact is that I am behind – International Flights are still not available, Ironman 70.3 Astana has been cancelled and my entry has automatically deferred to 2021. The same looks to be true for Manchester Marathon (final update due 17/07/2020). Unfortunately, it is now not possible to achieve the 40s440 challenge how I originally planned it. Innovative ideas like Everest from Home helped me to climb over 40,000 feet despite the COVID-19 restrictions but fundamental changes to major events such as the Ironman are game changers.

I designed the original schedule such that the more demanding challenges were weighted toward the back end so I had time to prepare. The logic was that I would start with Aconcagua and then do the Manchester Marathon. This would establish my base aerobic fitness. Following that, I planned to do intensive swim, cycle and run training to build my speed, in advance of the Ironman. Post the Ironman, I would complete the cycling and running time trails and some mountain climbing to finish on my 40th Birthday. The rest would fit around these critical path items. This top level logic has been mixed up entirely.

It’s worth remembering that I started this year with injured feet so struggled to walk never mind run! Then, in early June, I came off my bike when training so have been forced to take a few more weeks out recovering from the accident.

Doom and gloom aside, the current situation is not as bad as it would first appear. In simple terms, I’ve completed 25% of the original challenges and putting ‘earned value management’ to one side, by factoring in the challenges that remain ongoing throughout the period of performance, I achieve 42% of the original list. Further, by including three more challenges (I found myself practicing for future free diving by doing dry static apnea at home, learning to play 40 riffs / songs on the guitar and planking often) I could claim a 53% completion rate, as follows:

*69% of statistics are made up…

It’s hard to quantify and describe just how much effort, preparation and training goes into each one of these challenges. It really is a big ask to do all this, plan for it, prepare for it, train for it, project manage it, research, source, procure and prepare the right foods, motivate, be the multi-disciplined trainer, the analyst, the blogger – the list goes on! I work more than full-time and whilst I still think it is possible to achieve all this before I am 40, it is dependent upon good weather, a tail wind, good fortune, flexible working and supportive partners and family. Plus, the original schedule did not allow for any downtime due to COVID-19, other illness or injury (some would say the compressed nature of the original schedule, may have made the likelihood of injury greater, certainly in the later stages).

As any half-decent Commercial Manager would do, I am hereby submitting notice of force majure (otherwise know as excusable delay) and my intent to extend the original period of performance from my pre-40 period (01/01/2020 to 05/11/2020) through to the end of my own 40th year of personal performance (01/01/2020 – 05/11/2021). This effectively gives me another 12 months and aligns with Ironman Astana 70.3 2021 (mid-August 2021).

Each time I’ve posted here on 40s440.com, I followed it with a post about my next charity donation so I will maintain the discipline of donations progressing in line with my achievement rate and updates.

I still don’t think this is going to be easy, I may have nailed a few of the challenges but others are super hard and require extraordinary commitment and dedication.

Indeed, for the first time in my life I find myself close to admitting that I need a personal Programme Manager… probably a Doctor and definitely a masseuse!

Wish me luck!

A stay of execution…

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Like a lot of people, the flights I had booked to get me to the events I signed up to in 2020 have been cancelled, for example:

The Manchester Marathon has been rescheduled to October so that’s something to work with and toward. One small positive is that I should get more time to train…

Ironman Kazakhstan is in late August – could this be OK? Current advice is that it could be postponed…. Will the world be rid of Corona in time for it to go ahead as planned?

I’m assuming a 4-6 month delay to everything, the Government advice to the more mature and vulnerable is to self isolate for 12 weeks so that’s equivalent to 3 months and I suspect this measure is intended to help the health care providers deal with other cases during that time, thereby ‘flattening the curve’.

All hail the NHS!

Hero key workers – thank you!

This is a complex and dynamic situation that requires personal and social discipline that we are not currently accustomed to.

The guidelines changed and as a result, I was allowed out of self-isolation and back to work but now we have a curfew from 15:00 to 06:00 so this has made training outdoors a little more difficult.

The phrase ‘Force Majeure‘ springs to mind so I’m spending time working out alternative solutions and revising the programme schedule to see how much of the 40s 4 40 challenge I can still complete in 2020.

Watch this space…..

God laughs at people who make plans…

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Damn Corona virus… I now find myself in mandatory self-isolation after a flight back from the United Kingdom almost 2 weeks ago.

Clearly I need to adapt my training to suit this unusual and unexpected set of circumstances but with the threat of events being cancelled, it’s casting a blanket of uncertainty over my current schedule.

For example, the Manchester Marathon has just been postponed, most likely to later this year…

Ironman have written to me stating that they expect ‘substantial and widespread event postponements in the coming weeks and months’ so i can only hope that this blows over well before August!

….and the flights I’ve already booked are now at risk, for example:

I remember a motivational quote that said ‘it’s not the strongest that survive, it’s the most adaptable to change’ so this pandemic and our response to it is going to be a good test of that maxim.

Good luck, everyone….

I’m donating 40 x £40 and more…

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I’ve been busy as of late. I started a new job, have been away on business and have been in an intense planning phase for the 40s 4 40 challenge I set myself. The above has left little time to train for long distances but I’ve done numerous 10 kilometer runs with some speed work and cross-training by hiking and cycling. Currently, still keeping my feet out of the local pool to be socially responsible….

With the onset of the corona virus pandemic I appreciate my current plans may be impacted but for now, I’m aiming to complete the 40s 4 40 challenge as follows, starting with the main events:

Run over 40 kilometers: I entered the Manchester Marathon on the 5th April 2020

Climb over 40,000 feet and climb the 4th of the world’s ‘7 summits’: To achieve this I will summit Aconcagua and Puncak Jaya. I summited Aconcagua in January of 2020 so that accounts for 22,837 feet of the cumulative 40,000 feet I have to climb, I will achieve the rest when I climb Puncak Jaya (16,024 feet) for or around my Birthday in November. Puncak Jaya will be my 4th of the 7 summits. To achieve the final thousand feet or so I will include the climb of my favourite hill, Great Hill (1,252 feet). By my calculation, this would give me a cumulative total climb of 40,113 feet (not including training ascents).

Some friends are climbing Denali in July and I really want to to climb with them but based on the time it takes, my already depleted leave balance, having started a new job and with Ironman Kazakhstan in August, I’ve concluded that a Denali attempt in July is probably too demanding of myself and is likely to have a negative impact on my other commitments.

Ironman 70.3 in 4 hours 40 minutes: I have entered Ironman Kazakhstan

Free dive to 40 meters: I will use the travel restrictions to my advantage and should events get cancelled will spend more time earlier in the year off the Red Sea coast with Zakaria

On a month-by-month basis the current schedule looks like this:

January – Aconcagua

February – Train and first attempt at 40 press ups in one minute

March – Train and static apnea practice

April – Manchester Marathon

May – Free dive

June – Train

July – Train

August – Ironman 70.3 Kazakhstan

September – TBA

October – Cycle 40 kilometers in one hour at the Riyadh Wheelers’ Bonita time trial

November – Puncak Jaya

December – Schedule margin, rest and inshallah celebration…..

That of course leaves the less rigid challenges that do not need as much organisation and can either be attempted flexibly around the others or require constant attention throughout:

Donate £40 to 40 charities: Time now, this requires at least one donation per week so I will attempt to post a blog once per week and follow each post with a donation.

Drink a ’40’: Unless someone brings a 40 to me this could mean me travelling to the USA for the first time!

Run 10 kilometers in 40 minutes: This is going to take a lot of work because based on my current performance and ability I don’t think I even know how to run this fast…. so, I will spend a few months doing speed work and then commit to a race later in the year.

Do 40 press ups in one minute: I gave this a go in February and although a handful of the press ups were of questionable technique, by practicing throughout the year, I think I will be able to perfect the technique.

Sleep 40 winks more often: if I get round to it….

40 Press-Ups in 1 Minute & My Current Baseline

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I previously referred to the 40s 4 40 challenges as ‘stretch targets’ and to appreciate why, I have attempted to record my current performance in this post. This will help me to understand how big a task I’ve got ahead of me. I’ve listed some of the challenges below with various reference points; my plan to completion will be the subject of a future post…

40 Press ups / push ups in a minute: the easiest thing to do is watch the video; I reckon I’ve already nailed it and with a bit of work I’ll have this one sorted by the end of 2020…

In early 2022 Thounaojam Niranjoy Singh from Manipur broke the Guinness Book of World Records for most push-ups (finger tips) in one minute. Niranjoy, who is a two-time Guinness World Record holder, broke the old record of 105 push-ups by achieving 109 push-ups in one minute during a Guinness Book of World Records attempt organised by Aztecs Sports Manipur at Aztecs fight studio in Imphal.

The previous record holder in most push-ups (finger tips) in one minute is Graham Maly from the United Kingdom who set the record in 2009. These incredible records really put my achievement into perspective!

Run 10k in 40 minutes: My Personal Best (PB) for 10 kilometres is 45 minutes 11 seconds and currently I feel comfortable running at 5 minutes per kilometre so really I’m probably running 50 minute 10ks. I therefore need to improve by between 12% and 20%. Not insignificant.

Ironman 70.3 in 4 hours and 40 minutes: My PB is 5 hours 7 minutes, split as follows:

Bahrain

To achieve a 4:40 means I need to take just under half an hour off my best ever time and I’ll be looking to the run to achieve most of that…

Marathon in under 4 hours and 40 minutes: No baseline as despite all the running I have done in my life, I have not yet run a marathon – hence the challenge! My PB for a half is 1:43.

Free dive to 40 meters: I am AIDA Level 2 qualified (20m depth in constant weight class) but I once touched 22.4 meters, according to my dive watch. 40m is practically double my current depth and so quite a challenge. As a sub-category of this, I will attempt a 3 minutes 40 seconds breath-hold (my current personal best is 3 minutes 20 seconds). This is a mere 10% improvement and ideally I’d like to get over 4 minutes.

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40,000 feet of climbing: The highest I’ve ever climbed is the summit of Aconcagua at 22,837 feet (6,962 meters) in January 2020 and until now, I’ve only ever climbed one high-altitude mountain per calendar year.

The most I’ve ever climbed in a calendar year before now is 19,341 feet (5,895 meters) when I did Kilimanjaro in 2018. In a rolling year I’ve climbed a total of 56,370 feet (EBC & Kala Patthar in 2017 plus Kilimanjaro and Elbrus in 2018).

I need to climb more than twice as high in one calendar year than I’ve ever done before but actually less than I have done before in a rolling year to reach a cumulative 40,000 feet (or more).

Climb my 4th of the World’s 7 highest summits: I have climbed 3 of the World’s highest summits (Elbrus, Kilimanjaro and Aconcagua) so the next will be my 4th. This goes hand-in-hand with climbing 40,000+ feet.

Cycle 40km in an hour: I completed a 25 mile time trial in October 2019 and was I’m 8 minutes over 1 hour so I need to improve by 12%.

Drink a ’40’: I’ve seen them on American films but I’m yet to see one in the flesh and of course, drink it!

Giving £40 to 40 charities: I think is better described as a privilege than a challenge….